Fetter

I am like trapped in this vicious cycle.

Ups and downs in my life. Downs are just way to down. And I've been down for far too long. Far too long my friend.

Time to stand up again. This will not be easy as I have already fallen deep.

FOCUS would be the key.

Parents.

What the fuck is wrong with my parents?

Don't ever complain about yours. I bet mine is much much more fucking fucked up than yours.

Someday, I'll Know Why the Sky is Blue...

Went to VivoCity this afternoon met up with few peeps from V11 for outing. Watched Whisper at 2.35pm. Thriller but not exactly very scary -.- so not too bad for me lah.

Horrors are only freaky for me only when it can relate to my life.. erm like shutter which I still haven't dare to watch. Anyway the only purpose of this show probably is... like discourage me from kidnapping random people. -.-



Vita! 2
Food was so much better this time. ALOT better. At least had a proper dinner then went on to talk cock session. Thank God pohmeng couldn't make it. He should be feeling rather disappointed.

Headed to ECP for mac. Ate peanut butter cookie from Subway + McChicken from obviously Mac which was terrible. Played polarbear until 11pm then went home with Nick + Channeng.

Heard that Channeng updated his blog after 6 months finally. Should be rather interesting- let me go read.

Random Thoughts.

Hate to emo but sometimes, the lonely nights listening to Xianyi's secret album, I just can't help but emo.

Perhaps just a little.

These days haven't been nice. I guess its alot of stuff + my parents rubbing salt into my wounds about my results. I hate my parents. They are just such UN-understanding people. It's not like I've not put in my effort already. I've done best and this is my best, can't they just fucking accept it and stop nagging?

Bad day today.
Went to school at 11am. Met alot of people at the VJ busstop- Michelle, Nick, Gay, Channeng. LOL almost like some Pasir Ris outing. -.- PWed for like awhile till around 1pm. Went KFC to makan with Azlin + Yuting. Had a nice time chatting and eating SINFUL, oily fried chicken. Could have been the reason why I didn't manage to climb well today. No thanks to my mum who called me halfway and suaned me on the phone AGAIN. I swear I am not gonna pick up her calls anymore.

After which went to climbasia to climb. My mood was destroyed by 2 godlike climbers + injuring myself stupidly. Oh well 4 bucks gone into the drain. Went off early with Winfred.

Went back to Parry. Kinda freaky at night. Haha plus the gates were locked for the upper floors. Ruined my plans of going back for a photoshoot. Seems like a ladder is much needed.

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All this emoness has let me to seriously think about the purpose in my life. I realised I am quite an aimless guy who just has to produce a slip of beautiful result slip to shut my parents up. This is how pathetic I am. Isn't it terrible? Sian. I need a real purpose to my life. Like seriously.

Someone help?



TELL ME!

Canon Photomarathon 2007

Heh. This event was really shaggefying.

Anyway didn't really took great photos. But had lots of fun during my last theme: Playtime.

And this was my photo:



It's really fun to see all the children playing, having so much fun. Some are just running around, some shy, some want to play but parents don't allow, some mischievious, but all in all, just plain innocence.

How I wish the world is like that: Revolves around me. For me.

Tribute to my Idol.

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Born: 0015hrs | October 25 2007 | Thursday

This could be a new blog for me. Haha. Probably fueled by my dad's nagging today so felt kinda emo.

Hope this blog would bring great joy to people all around the world.

ENJOY.