Tell Me Your Secrets.

I figured I should blog since I have nothing much better to do.


Yeaps, the end is finally drawing nearer and nearer. The past week has been real slack with 2 nights out. However so, I still kena a whole lot of diesel poured down on me which made me highly flammable for about the 3 hours that I was stuck with the admin tee. Not a truely fun experience seriously man.

I am thinking of burning that admin tee now. LOL. But still finding a proper place to do it.

The coming week's gonna be quite slack too, but with lots of PT punched in, probably since cause IPPT and SOC is finally over. Possible night out nights are on monnight and wednesnight. Nights out really does make the week seem much, much shorter and bearable. Perhaps they should introduce night out during outfield. Hmm.

Booking in again soon..

Closer.

I just realised that 8 weeks have already passed. 7th ASC is so close to passing out alreadying YESSSSSSS!!! What's left to do are some lan lan stuffs and the final ExGiant which wouldn't be as bad as LayEx cos it's with slack gunnery. So it'll just probably be deploy ---------> slack ---------> mission. Note the long slacking arrows HAHA.

LayEx last week was super tiring although it was short. Only ended well past midnight and there was still guard to do and mosquitoes/ sandflies to defend against. As usual, my sexy B+ blood never seem any more attractive to them and my pathetic mosquito net was too weak to block them out. Honestly speaking, I was so tired I totally forgot about another great invention called THE MOSQUITO REPELLENT. Damn. Got to learn alot more about actual outfield deployments.

GK test was quite kickless. No wonder there wasn't any re-test scheduled for it. I expected much more but LayEx drained me so much to the extent I made some stupid mistakes. But oh wells, pass can already.

Finally, the grueling, punishing weeks are over. IT IS TIME FOR SOME GOOD BREAK!

Now, who's on for some vigorous chillax??

Lan Lan.

Next week and it's finally gonna be 2 months down. It's so close already, yet it still seem so far away. I know I must enjoy my "last few" weeks as a trainee but sometimes, the instructors can be damn unreasonable which makes me damn pissed off. Trying to nitpick on us just to tekan us is just plain stupid.

Having woke up with a stiff neck and sprained finger made me miss 1 SOC training last week. Next week's gonna be real fast and furious with LayEx and GK test coming up. Really looking backwards to next week cos it's just damn sian. Hopefully the weather will be forgiving to us.

Till then, it'll be just more of thumbs to suck.


Wonder if i've enough thumbs to hold me through the next week. Having this random urge to dye my hair again. HAHA.

Finally Below 9.

But still far away. 8.59. 243.

OH GOD GIVE ME STRENGTHHHHHH.

New Directions.

Everything flows. Nothing stands still.


There are many people whom we will meet everyday in our lives. Our parents, relatives not by choice. Our direct circle of friends whom could be by choice or not. And sometimes random people we come across each and every other day. One similarity amongst all these people is that there have the ability to affect you in one way or another, minor or major. These people are the ones who influence your life, your way of living each day. You'll grow attached to them, creating new ones and strengthening old ones as time goes by.

However, when these people change, when you and I change, the bonds between them will definitely be affected. There are only 24 hours each day, there are no 25 hours in a day- when changes occur, these bonds will have to be adjusted, to fit new ones, to remove old ones, or even to make space for stronger, larger bonds. It is not possible to keep having new bonds, yet keeping existing ones equally strong or even stronger.

The past 1 month has been one with rapid changes. Meeting new friends from FH, meeting new instructors from FH, catching up with old pals in uni, bmt and sispec, it has been quite a powerful tornado across my life. It's time to get things together, back into focus.

I need new directions in my life.

Nothing Much.

Another week has passed already. 3 down, 10 left.

This week has been a rather peaceful week without much happening other than people smuggling drugs into camp from a mcdelivery man by climbing up the gate using a table from the guard room. Rather hilarious but I guess it's all about the covering your own ass (CYOA) culture in the Calfed Forces. Let's hope the great frsm is logical enough to let them off with a warning.

Had some practical revisions and ADT tests. Didn't turn out too badly but wasn't too well either. Hope im still on track. MG's up next and that shouldn't take too long bah.. The coming week should be even more peaceful and faster.

Feeling quite bored now. Anybody wanna go out?

Time-Travel.

Nope. I don't think I'll ever marry someone who'll always disappear and appear randomly.

Yup. No.. I'll miss her way too much.